Okayyy.. Like I can't even explain the annoyance. He told me he didn't like how he always feels I'm unhappy.. Well neither do I. What kinda boyfriend doesn't want to talk to his gf on the phone? It's whatever. It just annoys me how he'll blow up about it and send me some text saying I hope u have something good tonight to say when u call. No. I'm not calling. He is bipolar. I swear. I just reread what I wrote and it doesn't make sense to me. Hahaha. Pathetic. Who cares though. Its my blog. Maybe I am high maintenance. I feel like he doesn't give me enough attention. If he isn't going to talk to me then I need someone else to talk to me on the phone at night. I don't wanna sit here alone, bored, and talking to my shithead cat. Also!! Does he have this right to say to me.. "I don't want u calling anyone else"? I don't think he should. He won't talk.. So its kind of his fault. I need to find someone to talk to though.. All my other friends have become preoccupied by their significant others.

I'll start my hunt for a phone friend asap. --rebecha