Im stuck in this rut. And I don't feel nearly as bad as people are trying to make me feel.

I have always been a really social out-all-the-time always doing something with some one person. And now I just don't want to do anything. Ever since I got sick back in october. It kicked my ass and I never really felt better after that.

But I also feel like sometimes I don't want to hang out with people. And I don't want to feel obligated to entertain. I don't know. But everyone I know thinks I'm and asshole. People say I've changed. I think im just taking a mental break... people forget how shitty and trying this year has been for me.

Ps. A general question... I talk to a lot of people from different parts of the country and some people have really strong accents. And I know I have a way of speaking to...

But... I wanna know do you ever hear people and think they have a weird accent? And where are they from... AAANNNDD more specifically... people from new york/boston/new england. Because I think I talk normal... but im sure other people don't. TELL ME! -- Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

At work. Im bored. All my AIM hookers are doin' something else.

Photo dumpo:

This girl got fired. Her cubicle was covered in decorations and then... with in 10 minutes security had cleaned her out and sent out an email saying she no longer worked here. Must suck... her mom sits directly behind me and her brother just got hired.

This truck had a dash full of stuffed animals. Gross.

This truck was an asshole parker and parked in 6 spaces. I almost left them a nasty note saying "im sorry too cool to park normal? Or just compensating for something with this here oversized truck?"

Yummy pizza for lunch. (Pesto mozzerlla and tomato)

Got my nails did.

Greek pasta salad, white pizza(spinach, garlic, olives, fried eggplant, tomato, mushrooms, onions, cheeeese) and a b&w brownie! So delicious.

I NEED A NAP!!!

I am obsessed with House. The lakers and House take up 85% of my non working/sleeping time.

Lil bitta grocery shopping. I don't drink coke, but these lil bulb bottles are genius.

One of my favorite eats... onion bagel toasted with tuna and cottage cheese. I don't know where my mom got the idea... but its fuckin delicious. Seriously. And those sweet potatoes put me in a coma.

And some orange chicken and some chow mein shit that is bomb! -- Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

My thanksgiving was great. Friday I worked some OT and then went shopping.

I understand we are in an economic crisis, but god damn. Not a deal in sight. And fuckin linens & things. You are going out of business. You have no right to be still charging 60 bucks for duvets and sheets even after your 30% going out of business discount. I WONDER WHY YOU'RE GOING OUT OF BUSINESS!! I think the best deals I got were a $25 dollar stand up mixer for my moms, Superbad for 5 bucks, and 100 pack of blank dvd's for 10 bucks!

Otherwise than that all I got was a headache.

GAS for 1.71!! 14 bucks to get her full from a 1/4th of a tank!

These girls in the shoe aisle.. In their pj's non the less... were putting on the most ridiculous heels and saying "omigod don't loookkkkk... oh my god I need to go to high heel training camp... oh my god I can't wait til we are in high school...im gonna wear these everyday... oh my god I wish this was my closet."

Oh my god I wish I was young again.

All my purchases and my mini banana cream piiiieeeee. -- Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

Thanksgiving night. Liqour store stop. The lady didn't card me. And my mom was all "whaddafuck?" so I said "ma, you made it clear 'omigod I'm getting wasted with my child...' I assume she knows im of age". To which she responded "this is biddeford parents let their underage kids get wasted all the time."

First of all...we were in saco(same shit different toilet). Not that any of you understand, but its a ghetto ass place. And I don't think the woman behind the counter appreciated the comment.

By the way my mom hasn't drank in 9 years. And all im gonna say is that after 3 absoluts and vodka and her "father son east and west", a one person dance party, and sniffing a bag of pot... it was a fuckin good time. -- Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

Except I'm a really slow eater so I don't finish lunch until like 3. I can't help iiiit!

And Beto... I was refering to the fact no one calls me Kimberly except my mom. But you seem to quite enjoy it.

I love my AM andrew talks that distract me from work. And for the record... I did throw up in my mouth while I was on a call/ talking to andrew and it was fucking disgusting.

My really expensive umbrella broke this morning. I quite fucking pissed about it. It just... kasnapped. Im so mad!! Stupid weather.

1.5 days left of my 3 day work week!

...and im at work so I can't take off my clothes.

Beto- unless calling me kimberly turns you on... yeah. Haha.

I do not like waking up to frosty window.

I do like guac in my salad.

God its so hot in here!!!!!!1!! And I know its so cold out there[point to glass windows]!

Ahhh!

Friday night I went a saw role models. Oh my dear lord. I know NOTHING of this... twilight craze. Never heard anything about it. But when we walked into the theater... I thought all these oh so young kids were going to see high school musical(praying they weren't seeing roles models) and the bitch at the counter said they were seeing twilight. There was soooo many teenagers. Sometimes I wonder... is that what I looked like? All teenagerish? And the woman who rang us up.. Her nails were out of control! SO long. How do people do that?! WHY!!??

Anyway... Role models was wicked funny. I worked on saturday. I love my desktop at work... minus the asian dude who never plays. I'm pissed at how cold it is out, but I love my new cashmere scarf.

And to keep the food trend live and well. Dinner saturday night. The dude at the chinese food place always gives me way more food than I order. The rice.. Is suppose to be a SIDE to the orange chicken.. You know.. Be in the slot behind the orange chicken. But I always get my rice on the side cuz if I don't its too messy. But does that look like a SIDE of rice? And that's waaaay more orange chicken than normal. But... mushroom fried rice.. To die for. And I got dinner and lunch today out of it!

And I'm pretty sure I should never make a pb&f by moonlight again. I clearly put to much inside to bread ratio.

Here we go three day work week! YES!

I realized last week I now have a drinking issue. I used to suck drinks down. Now I find I never drink. So I started to make sure I had enough bevs on hand. Now I'm finding I drink half my drinks and leave them. AHHHHH.

Any one watch basketball? Specifically the lakers :D -- Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

Couldn't come soon enough after my am chitchat about food with carrrrmmz.

Chicken avocado spinach wrap with tomatoes, cukes, romaine light cheese.

Salad with romaine, FETA!!! Cukes, onions, egg, carrots, tomatoes, a dab of bacon for flavor, couple croutons and some parmesean peppercorn!

YUUUUMMMMMMM!

Now I need a nap!

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